hello peoples of the mirror forest...

yes its another day i am grateful to be here , still alittle weak from being sick but hopefully it will get better ..it is wet and windy out today stay in and cuddle weather i need a life size stuffed cuddle bear ....princess would love it....i got my cup of coffee and sitting here wondering what to do , there was nuthing on tv last night i was flipping channels faster than a a pancake flipper at huddle house lol but nuthing not even animal planet ...hit the sack early ..and miss princess whined until i took her out  ....in the rain....caled my mom as i always do but she wasnt answering guess she wasnt in chatter mood ..its like this with alots of people during the holidays people have lost loved ones and memories comeback and it can be hard on some ..they say the high suicide rate is between thanksgiving and christmas time .....O THAT JUST REMINDED I THINK ITS A SHAME THAT SOLDIERS THAT GIVE THEIR LIVES FOR THEIR COUNTRY THAT ARE DRIVEN TO SUICIDE FROM WHAT OUR COUNTRY MAKES THEM DO ,,,DO NOT GET SAME REPSECT AS OTHERS WHO SERVE AND GET KILLED....DO YOU THINK IF THEY HAD BEEN HOME WITH FAMILY THEY WOULD HAVE THOUGHT OF KILLING THEMSELVES ? NO I DOUBT IT , OBAMA HAS REALLY HAS BECOME A DISSAPOINTMENT AND THE GOVERNMENT TO ITS NO MORE WE THE PEOPLE FOR THE PEOPLE ANYMORE THEYVE CROWNED THEMSELVES ROYALTY AND WERE THERE SERFS ....AND WE SEEM TO SERVE THEM NOW...and i hear people that cant get jobs that dont get edical care because they cant afford co pays and dont have insurance , then there are people who have low level felonies and cant eeven get jobs at fastfood chains they end up on the streets and then the cycle starts they become real felons to make ends meet...i mean doesnt that sound backwards ....but not many people give people the chance to prove they are ok people reliable and not real criminals ...give someone a chance people thoe in positions to hire you dont got to letem handle money or weapons lawd letem lift clean build stuff .....politicians will have to really woo me again to vote because i am very disapointed they dont listen to we the people you notice how many politicians are over weight ?  and im tired of insurance companies getting so rich off us car medical property ect.....i told a clinic i observeed for awhile if there was more preventative care from medical providers there wouldnt be so many people crippled in wheelchairs and on crutchs well d you know it seems maybe someone has listened i dont see as much and hear as much neglegent stories ....seems more are thorough and maybe listen more ....people themselves have to be educated in thier rights as a patient ...not everyone walk around with a bill of rights in their pocket..they are living life and things happen ..and drs nurses are not gods or miracle workers ...they are people just like us...they get sick to.....god i pray you fill me with your healing spirit and your healing love so i can be around to pass my experiences around to others , amen .....spread the love and peace of whatever your beliefs are hugs can heal.......hugs to the whole world<<<<<>>>>>>>>