talkin to myself in the mirror..

this is what i feel like when i post on this website that no one seems to ever walk thru the door...what is this place for anyways ? if tried talking but feels like i might as well get me a mirror and talk to myself lol..lets help it dont talk back then please lock me up...amd why are people becoming so viscious online its like they enjoy attacking peope that are doing well? and knowing they ould never do it to people in person which i find very cowardly . i understand people have to ventilate but think before you do sme people online are live with cancer or other life threatening issues and they dont need to be attacked by an outsider because they are have marriage or relationship problems lawd in these times we need to become stronger by supporting each others ideas so that maybe we can pull our society back from the brink of devastation(exaggerating)i dont spell real well but meaning is there , but it is so true , dont be afraid of strangers so much unless they do threaten you you may miss a chance to have a best friend , i remember back in early nineties i used to travel and i loved to people watch and id talk to everyone even though they at first thought i was strange they would see i just was very open and wanted to know what makes them tick and how was life going for them . took lots of risks back then putting myself on front pages of country town news papers risking being burned at the stake ect lol joking but it was sortve true i had to do it with some undercover ways to some degree of protection for those i loved ..so i could reach out to others to bring them out of secrecy so they could get the things they needed , a higher spirit works in us to do these things you can name it GOD or WHATEVER IS YOUR belief ..mine is GOD. god has given me some many blessing and has forgiven me for so much ...i used to think lawd if there was a forgiving meter id used mine up but nope i still would be forgivin and blessed ...but doesnt mean there hasn't been test and tribulations in the way . i used to think i had a path i was supposed to travel and when a tough time came i called it a crossroad and had to decide which way was the way i was supposed to go? sometimes id let my gut direct me like the little voice inside. if i listened it turned out well but if i ignored it thats when things seeed outve control .. i need to start listening again beause life doesnt get easier it just grows to new challenges and hurdles on a higher level, its how we deal and work with things is up to us but we donot need to take those problems out on others because those we attack might be the ones that could help guide us like sheep down a greener path with peace all around ....spread love not hate today and the next as best you can....hugs